Trials

Knowing
all will be well
comes from a still centre
done with this worlds realities
let go.

First Learning

The thing is that until you try you never know. It has to move from head to hands and then mistakes can be learned.

Close up

This close up reveals why.

When dry fitted it can be seen that the transition between the edge which has been rolled over and glued will always leave an unsatisfactory edge. Future trials will need to eliminate the right angle and merge smoothly to the line of the endcap.

Dry Fit

Echoes from the past

Dad: "The man who never made a mistake never made anything."

Son heard, "Never make mistakes."

Something lost in the exchange

no one's fault

never is

no matter 

everything is redeemable

it was never truly lost

all it takes is will and effort

trying and mend

belief in goodness

no matter what the numbers say

test them and see for yourself

I understand and give thanks.

Wor(l)ds End

Six Months since my last confession…

bless me father for I have sinned

I have not practised awareness and as a result

have become soft and fat and lazy

I have followed no path.

By my confession I see that it is better 

to follow any path than none

that there is no ‘right’ way but there is 

a way

the way followed today

new every morning BBC (Lamentations 3:22-23)

Coming from the heart

not so much repenting more

realignment

reconciliation

becoming aware of unawareness

leading me

some gene

some restless part of my heart

yearning

Even though I do not know what it would look like

I see its promise held

by some ghostly muse before me

something Grail

something Yoga

something Pray Constantly

something To Work is to Pray

something Wild Activity

too much complexity

Root out the desire

attraction

aversion

the very core

no good will come of it

perched as it is on the shoulder of destiny

look rather to the East in the morning

standing in the West

North and South side by side

Sky above

Earth below

focus of the Six Directions

like Indra's Net

All views are wrong views

there is nothing to do 

but the nothing to do must be done 

with constant vigilance

measured performance

Penance is

recognising

that importances are

not the achievements

but glimpses

whilst sat in pure awareness

A different gentler discipline is needed.