[Byzantine Bindings]

Thursday 25 June 2020

Week 5.4

Being
takes no trying
there is nothing to do
all effort leads to suffering
relax. 

How come 
something so simple 
is so hard 
how is it complicated 
it is complicated by the mind
with its false sense of identity 
leading to self cherishing
good and bad
this and that
up and down
right and wrong 
views which support 
the idea of independent self

look beyond the self
beyond aversion and attachment 
take refuge
practice the four reminders
stop doing 
start being 
slow down
become stillness 
enter silence
see reality as it is
not as you see it
interbe. 

Sunday 31 May 2020

Week 1.7

Ego
mind wandering 
restlessness takes over
learning to incorporate it
slowly. 

As if it matters, all this self importance, self cherishing. Inability to sit still and get a sense of proportion, a sense of perspective. 
Things are supposed to get hazy in the distance and become blue, for me it’s bright clarity up to the horizon in vivid 3D colours. 

Tiny sparrow 
sitting in
early morning sun 
yawns and chirrups
fluff feathered alertness 
finally flies off 
for no apparent reason. 

Wonderful performance 
exquisite timing
everything is just as it should be. 

Amen. 

Tuesday 19 May 2020

Alignment

here and now
things
line up

not then
not when
only now

now is gone
gone is as meaningless
as when

the problem
will last
as long as you want it to

reality
ultimate reality
both mirages

the only view
the right view
unseen

simpler truths
revealed in
infinite complexity

give it up
she calls
give it up

why not
why not just
do it

what exactly
does risky
mean

the day breaks
my heart too
for all the unborn

discover newness
invent the day
your way


you will anyway

Monday 18 May 2020

Antenna up

new day
new song
pah-dah-dah-dum
pah-dah-dah-day
I wish I knew the words to say
I'll say them anyway

tidy up let it go
all the same it ends that way
the more I try the less I know
so I'll stop trying to let go

just relax and see them smile
watch the old ones rock and roll
singing in the happy land
gently drifting with the band

microscopic tendencies
wash around the bathroom floor
reminding me that time stands still
only for the windowsill

saints and sinners daily weep
upon the silent harboured street
away from all discordant sound
the truth lies buried underground

farmers in their daily chore
find solace in the apple's core
bearing up when times are hard
rejoicing in the old farmyard

and now it seems my yarn is done
a timely tune for everyone
who needs another doggerel verse
when times it seems could get no worse

so

farewell from this emerging verse
which shaped itself from some small curse
welcome all the sunny day
walk on upon you merry way.



Wednesday 13 May 2020

Summer's Tentative Step

Winter, it seems, has one last frosty bite
before giving way to the warmth of summer
like St. Luke in the autumn
reminding, when chill winds seem all too early come
all too soon.

The year's round turns slowly this time
and yet in life measured moments
give time for reflection on holy things
collected in the mind's jar
as the end draws near.

Uncertainty becomes a distant friend now
settling for moments culled from memory
shaped into new vessels from which
clamouring voices seek expression
on the landscape of the soul.

Oh, generous fault carry me on
though storm tossed and confused
wonder in the tiny eye
brightens the bleak and foreboding future
hones it into mindful splendour.

Thankfulness is due to the old ones
the crumbling stone of their memory
time worn erosion cannot mask wisdom
held deep within transmitted now
with generous enthusiasm.

"Come home, come home" they cry
cease the relentless searching
relax into the moment and understand
finally the nature of it all
in the rising and falling of the breath.

That's all for now
the world again takes over
cows have to be milked
provisions gathered while they can
looking back over my shoulder

The winter recedes
summer comes
like a welcome
lover
smiling.


Sunday 5 April 2020

and

i)
then there’s the garden
the dead squirell 
the dying rat
Montaigne and the cat
squirells, rats, cats, 

ii)
mountains clouds
the sun obscured by them 
mind as clear as a a mirror
minuscule dust alighting

iii)
suffering 
masquerading as happiness 

iv)
shorthand 
trying not to be cheap or shallow 

v)
endless time 
lavishing forgiveness on 
world weary insensitivity

vi)
freedom from suffering
is offered in the form of knowing
I have no more right to be here
than a rat
I am part of nature
a dead squirell has no squirellness



Friday 3 April 2020

...but then again

the harder it pounds -
strangely - I feel more at peace 
in union
     something beyond words
knowledge beyond understanding
sustaining and upholding 
light as breath
     something beyond death
that which is sensed and thought
but not pursued - experienced
at the very heart of things
    something eternally now
constant in its changing
slowly unfurling
evolving
   something breathing in and out


Saturday 22 February 2020

The End...

Seeing
what I would like
to be in the future
I resolve to live like that now
simply.

Saturday 8 February 2020

Homeward Bound

Seeing
realizing
all is empty of form
mind labels experiences
falsely.

Now to work on calm abiding
letting things go
letting things be
spring comes
over the land
clothed in wonder
following her stately gait
into the pureland of bieng-ness
all this rambling
need to express
weakens in the face
of the seasons of the heart
thankfully
end in sight.




Thursday 6 February 2020

New Day

New day
frosty morning
all things are possible
new friends old friends skipping along
singing.

Some mornings are just so
get up and go
start  new projects finish old ones
wildly imaginative
thankfully
there's washing
dressing
and breakfast to slow things down
otherwise I might explode
soul rejoices wild wide eyed excitements
wisdom paces without envy or jealousy of youth
just a mellow melancholic resignation.


Tuesday 4 February 2020

Daily

Seasons
impermanence
consider this good news
reflect on this with every breath
simply.

Monday 3 February 2020

Springing to life

Outside
clear brightness shines
offering a welcome
inside there is only clutter
which way

which way
first declutter
give everything away
realising the truth of things
sit still

sit still
doing nothing
Reality visits
rising falling calm abiding
freedom

freedom
unlock the doors
see beyond the mountain
clouds dispersing nothing happens
timeless

timeless
wandering home
seeing along the way
watch the rising and the falling
gently

Outside
first declutter
Reality visits
clouds dispersing nothing happens
gently.









Saturday 1 February 2020

February may be better

what with lent round the corner
ready for the Shrove Tuesday kickstart
40 days again present themselves
as a team of testers
ready to prove
ready to provide opportunities
to look again
perhaps to find value
in the desert
open the box
sift the fragments
turn again towards
who knows?



Monday 20 January 2020

Do you still...

yes
but not as often
necessity overtakes
intention

this is no excuse
if it was important...

of value...

sidelined activities
gather dust
time to regroup
attend to the moment
of this one
precious life

frost kissed roof
but
the sun is shining
the allotment calls

onward

thanks for the reminder.


Tuesday 14 January 2020

Oh Dear...

telling
reality
covered in subterfuge
attachment is not owning things
my word

1 Cor 13:3 If I give away all I have, and if I deliver my body to be burned, but have not love, I gain nothing.

it's how I imagine they boost my world view...

giving everything away may or may not be helpful in this situation...

it would be easy then to become attached to having nothing - this would still avoid facing true reality - things as they are...
impermanent
interdependent

is it possible to see all things as they are in the moment
or in reality is it impossible to see them any other way...

time to find out

keep the body on the cushion
keep the mind in the body                    






Thursday 2 January 2020

Wondering again...

no self
who's suffering
body kept on the seat
keeping the mind in the body
who knows